The longer I’m around, the more I realize that what I was after all along wasn’t making me happy.
That’s a tough realization but one that can also come with all sorts of liberation. For sure, I made some hard choices in life out of accountability and responsibility to my wife, kids and even myself. One of those was putting away recreational marijuana once I started my career. This was not an easy choice because I have enjoyed cannabis since the first time I tried in my junior year of college. But the social climate wasn’t what it is now with regard to cannabis products. Of course, it was illegal which I found stupid then as I do now. Choosing to continue to search for marijuana for sale once I started my career was fraught with danger. Had I been busted for a bag of weed, I could kiss my career goodbye. That might have been alright for me but it could have put lots of hardship on my family undeservedly. So I stopped using recreational marijuana unless a buddy slipped me some every few years. That’s certainly not the case now and is in step with all the other changes that came to my life. I got my kids grown and have since been open to finding more happiness in my life. Thanks to the fact that I now have access to a cannabis dispensary, I’m living life a bit easier these days. I’m the first one to admit that this life was a whole lot harder than anything that I had in mind. So having something as simple as access to the sativa strains I enjoy has made a big difference in helping me just continue living this life.