When Becky told myself and others she was pregnant, I was both blissful and terrified.
I have long wanted to be a father, and was excited to finally have the chance.
I was also scared that I wouldn’t be strong enough to handle the job! That very evening I quit smoking cigarettes, and removed all the bottles from the liquor lodgeet. Becky didn’t ask myself and others to quit drinking, just to hide the bottles so she wasn’t tempted! She did ask myself and others to quit smoking, though, and that included both the cigars I loved, and the cannabis I relied on to relieve stress. Becky explained how minutehand smoke, even the smoke from marijuana, could hurt the baby. I recognize I was dumb, because I assumed if I just went outside to smoke cannabis that would be okay, but Becky corrected me. Secondhand cannabis smoke generates tiny little particles that stick to your skin, your hair, and your clothes, however you recognize how some people just reek of marijuana smoke all the time? That’s because the tiny marijuana smoke particles are sticking to them. Although every one of us can’t see the particles with the naked eye, they can really convey to a baby when you touch them, then for an adult the marijuana particles don’t matter, but for a delicate baby it can truly harm them. The only way I could figure to keep getting high while still being a responsible parent was to switch over to cannabis edibles. I have never truly liked cannabis edibles before, but for our baby I am going to make them work for me!